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Timelapse: Franklin Street after the victory on Vimeo (via Vimeo)

I WAS THERE!!!!

asakite:

elyssasharp:
CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!
so proud of my heels

asakite:

elyssasharp:

CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!
so proud of my heels

My boyfriend and I talked on Friday and things are good now.  After a lot of thinking and talking with a lot of friends, I realized that I was kind of freaking out about being tied down and giving up opportunities for him.  I didn’t realize how much pressure I was putting on myself.  So, I told him all of this and he understood.  We both agreed that we need to spend less time together and make sure that our time together is quality time.  Living together in August is an option, not the plan anymore.  If I find a job far away, we’ll cross that bridge when we come to it.

Way back when Facebook first started allowing applications and Pieces of Flair became the new cool thing to annoy your “friends” with, I collected lots of these fake buttons.  I completely forgot about the app until now.  I still really like my pieces of flair and I feel like they say a lot about me.  Maybe I’ll add some later.  I used to collect real buttons (mostly from mushycat.com) and wear them all over my purse.

Way back when Facebook first started allowing applications and Pieces of Flair became the new cool thing to annoy your “friends” with, I collected lots of these fake buttons.  I completely forgot about the app until now.  I still really like my pieces of flair and I feel like they say a lot about me.  Maybe I’ll add some later.  I used to collect real buttons (mostly from mushycat.com) and wear them all over my purse.

I have the best roommates ever!  They made me chocolate cupcakes with homemade cream cheese icing to cheer me up after yesterday’s events.

I have the best roommates ever!  They made me chocolate cupcakes with homemade cream cheese icing to cheer me up after yesterday’s events.

Future:

…currently my least favorite word in the English language.

We’re on a “break.”  I never thought I’d be in a relationship that needs a break, but here we are.  I’m just not happy enough with our relationship, so I told him all about it and he understood.  Seeing him cry for about three hours was the worst part.

We’re taking a few days of not talking so we can both think about things.  After that, we’re probably going to spend less time together, but more quality time together.  The ball is in my court…I have to call him when I’m ready to talk again.  I miss him already, but I know this is what we need to do.

Now I’m just drained and feeling kinda numb.  I have an exam tomorrow that I haven’t started studying for and a paper/project due that I also haven’t started.  I think I’m just going to go to bed now and study in the morning.

robinredhead:

(thesecretpostcards)
I wasn’t terrifed, but I always thought I was just another character in a book being read by someone out there.

I always thought that I was a doll in some child’s dollhouse and that the whole world was controlled by some kids playing house.  Which is weird because I never played with dollhouses.  I still sometimes think about this and it freaks me out that someone out there could be posing my arms right now.  But then I think about how the kid playing with the doll-me would have to be making me type this right now, and that’s just weird.

robinredhead:

(thesecretpostcards)

I wasn’t terrifed, but I always thought I was just another character in a book being read by someone out there.

I always thought that I was a doll in some child’s dollhouse and that the whole world was controlled by some kids playing house.  Which is weird because I never played with dollhouses.  I still sometimes think about this and it freaks me out that someone out there could be posing my arms right now.  But then I think about how the kid playing with the doll-me would have to be making me type this right now, and that’s just weird.

On a happier note…

I have the best boyfriend ever.  When I called him crying and hyperventilating from work last night, he was drunk with his friends an hour and a half away.  I just wanted to hear his voice, so we talked for a few minutes.

The night got even worse after that and I was just wishing he was in town so I could see him when I got home.

At 10:27 this morning, I got woken up by a call.  He was at my front door.

He left his friends who he doesn’t get to see very often at 8:30am to drive an hour and a half to come comfort me.

:)

HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 20 YEARS?
****20 YEARS AGO (1989)*****
  1. How old were you? 1 year, 4 months
  2. Who were you dating? ummm…
  3. Where did you work? Diapers-R-Us
  4. Where did you live? Union, NJ
  5. Where did you hang out? the floor, on my sister, with the dog
  6. Did you wear contacts or glasses? no
  7. Who were your best friends? my sister
  8. How many tattoos did you have?
  9. How many piercings did you have?
  10. What kind of car did you drive? I had to master walking first!
  11. Had you been to a real party? I had been to a real potty….
  12. Had your heart broken? Nope
  13. Were you single/taken/married/divorced? Single
  14. Any kids? weird.


****15 YEARS AGO (1994)****

  1. How old were you? 6 years, 4 months
  2. Who were you dating?
  3. Where did you work? school
  4. Where did you live? Berkeley Heights, NJ
  5. Where did you hang out? The YMCA I think
  6. Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? No
  7. Who were your closest friends? NaDea, Sabrina, Stephanie, Kyle?
  8. How many tattoos did you have? none
  9. How many piercings did you have? none
  10. What kind of car did you drive? Training wheels!
  11. Had you been to a real party? I had probably hit a pinata or two…
  12. Had you had your heart broken? No
  13. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? Single
  14. Any Kids? Nope


***10 YEARS AGO (1999)***

  1. How old were you? 11 years, 4 months
  2. Who were you dating? Probably Brian Finn
  3. Where did you work? Nowhere yet
  4. Where did you live? Berkeley Heights, NJ still
  5. Where did you hang out? Drug Fair, Grand Union, “downtown,” the library
  6. Who were your best friends? Courtney, Nikki
  7. How many tattoos did you have? none
  8. How many piercings did you have? none…or had I just gotten my first holes done?
  9. What kind of car did you drive? mountain bike!
  10. Had your heart broken? At the time, I probably thought Brian broke my heart after our 25-day relationship.
  11. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? Single/taken in that middle-school-kinda-way.
  12. Any Kids? no


****TODAY (2009)****
1) Age? 21 years, 4 months
2) Where do you work? Missy McLamb Photographers and Ham’s Restaurant
3) Where do you live? Chapel Hill, NC
5) Who are your closest friends? Alex, Sarah, Allie
6) Do you talk to your old friends? Of the people above, I still talk to my sister, NaDea, Sabrina, Alex, Sarah, and Allie.  I occasionally talk to Courtney.  There are actually a lot of other old friends I still talk to.
7) How many piercings do you have? 10!
8) How many tattoos? none, but plans for four when I have the design and money.
9) What kind of car do you have? 2002 Honda CR-V
10) Had your heart broken? not really
11) How many kids? none
12) Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? Taken
13) Contact or Glasses? Neither

Now watching…

episodes of Alex Mack.  I love the internet.